I Am Ready to Die a Violent Death - read free eBook in online reader or directly download on the web page. Select files or add your book in reader. Download and read online ebook I Am Ready to Die a Violent Death write by Heiko Julien. This book was released on 2013-11. I Am Ready to Die a Violent Death available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. "I have huge admiration for Heiko Julien's I Am Ready To Die A Violent Death. Prose that actually feels like the 21st century. Rare. Exhilarating. I love this work." -Mark Leyner, author of the The Sugar Frosted Nutsack
I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die
I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die - read free eBook in online reader or directly download on the web page. Select files or add your book in reader. Download and read online ebook I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die write by Sarah J. Robinson. This book was released on 2021-05-11. I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.
Crossing the Creek
Crossing the Creek - read free eBook in online reader or directly download on the web page. Select files or add your book in reader. Download and read online ebook Crossing the Creek write by Michael Holmes. This book was released on 2006. Crossing the Creek available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle.
The Ink from My Skin
The Ink from My Skin - read free eBook in online reader or directly download on the web page. Select files or add your book in reader. Download and read online ebook The Ink from My Skin write by Maryam Yoon. This book was released on 2017-06-20. The Ink from My Skin available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. The poems in 'The Ink from My Skin' explore states of mental and emotional unravelling by utilizing the narrative imagery of romanticism. Examining themes of loss and desire, these poems go in search of eventual self acceptance, and the ability to place one's hope in another. Reflections by Maryam Yoon I am in the mood for disappearing I find myself transfixed in underground glass I am Circe in the dark, or Echo in a chamber Evaporating into heat waves above hot asphalt Emptying reflections into the eyes of the one who sits next to me We become transparent We become our own twin witnesses Camelot, Lancelot, - Shallot Real, hollow, and whole We are imperfect imprints pressed into the past We are a joint burial, and the dirt in my eyes tells me that you are trying to bury me first. You are undertaking this with skill And I am discovering the truth This is not water This is empty space where eyes meet.
These Violent Delights
These Violent Delights - read free eBook in online reader or directly download on the web page. Select files or add your book in reader. Download and read online ebook These Violent Delights write by Micah Nemerever. This book was released on 2020-09-15. These Violent Delights available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. A Literary Hub Best Book of Year • A Crime Reads Best Debut of the Year • A Newsweek 25 Best Fall Books • A Philadelphia Inquirer 10 Big Books for the Fall • An O Magazine.com LGBTQ Books That Are Changing the Literary Landscape in 2020 Selection • An Electric Lit Most Anticipated Debut of the Second Half of 2020 • A Paperback Paris Best New LGBTQ+ Books To Read This Year Selection • A Passport Best Book of the Month The Secret History meets Lie with Me in Micah Nemerever's compulsively readable debut novel—a feverishly taut Hitchcockian story about two college students, each with his own troubled past, whose escalating obsession with one another leads to an act of unspeakable violence. When Paul enters university in early 1970s Pittsburgh, it’s with the hope of moving past the recent death of his father. Sensitive, insecure, and incomprehensible to his grieving family, Paul feels isolated and alone. When he meets the worldly Julian in his freshman ethics class, Paul is immediately drawn to his classmate’s effortless charm. Paul sees Julian as his sole intellectual equal—an ally against the conventional world he finds so suffocating. Paul will stop at nothing to prove himself worthy of their friendship, because with Julian life is more invigorating than Paul could ever have imagined. But as charismatic as he can choose to be, Julian is also volatile and capriciously cruel, and Paul becomes increasingly afraid that he can never live up to what Julian expects of him. As their friendship spirals into all-consuming intimacy, they each learn the lengths to which the other will go in order to stay together, their obsession ultimately hurtling them toward an act of irrevocable violence. Unfolding with a propulsive ferocity, These Violent Delights is an exquisitely plotted excavation of the depths of human desire and the darkness it can bring forth in us.
